Dear Diary...

Not such a Bumble Bee...

Mon, 29 Mar 2010 14:52:57 -0400

As I lay in my bed, allowing the gentle grace of slumber cloud my eyes and carry me into a world of dreams, my heart beat fast with fright.

In my bedroom I was cleaning up. Nothing out of the ordinary. My eyes wandered around my room in search of a missing sock. As I scanned the four corners of my room, my eyes were distracted by and object in my peripheral view. I focused in. To my greatest fear, it was a gigantic Bee! Almost like an over-sized Hornet. I was frozen. My feet locked. My breath at a screeching halt. I could feel my heart pound in my chest. As I stared, the monstrosity stared in a knowing way. It flew with great speed around my head, as I kept very still. Then plummeted itself onto the floor, where its exoskeleton shed off. He arose out of his old body into a much newer shell. More aerodynamic. It flew to another wall in the bedroom and stared as it showed me the new retractable stinger; growing up to 3 inches long and dripping with poison. My body crouched down to reach for the remains of it’s old exoskeleton. I picked it up and booked it out of my door slamming it shut behind me. I had trapped the beast inside. I ran to my father to inform him of the creature inside my room. He suggested it was just one of those large black bees that are, for the most part, harmless. That is when I held my hand out to show him the enormous exoskeleton. He gasped. Just then the telephone rang. I answered and a woman on the other line was calling in regards to the sheets I had just purchased. She informed me that they were recalling all of the sheets due to lethal Bees that crawled into the bags before they were shipped to the United States. I hung up the phone after writing down the mailing address. My father and I then slowly entered my room. The Bee was crawling on the sheets. I had to act fast. I bundled the sheets together to trap in the monster. It worked, until the retractable stinger punctured through the sheets and into my hand. I kept bundling the sheets tighter so eventually the Bee was immobile. Then I threw the pile into a thick bag that my father was holding. We then vacuum sealed it. I looked to my hand and a large welt had started to form. I immediately thought to squeeze the poison out. As I squeezed, a large amount of blood had poured out. I started to feel faint. Then… I woke up.

Dear Drew, Big group lined up to adventure tonight… the boys would like you to come… and...

Sat, 27 Mar 2010 00:24:59 -0400

Dear Drew,

Big group lined up to adventure tonight… the boys would like you to come… and of course i would like you to come. Please let me know.

xoxo

Kaela

Dear Drew, Can you play with Jonny, Camille and myself tonight <3 Kaela

Thu, 25 Mar 2010 00:50:26 -0400

Dear Drew,

Can you play with Jonny, Camille and myself tonight

<3 Kaela

i want to adventure tonight…

Fri, 19 Mar 2010 22:02:06 -0400

i want to adventure tonight…

Thank you Mother Nature :) what a beautiful, beautiful day!

Mon, 15 Mar 2010 13:33:16 -0400

Thank you Mother Nature :) what a beautiful, beautiful day!

homemade oatmeal-raisin-chocolate-chip cookies.

Mon, 15 Mar 2010 02:20:25 -0400

homemade oatmeal-raisin-chocolate-chip cookies.

let me know how you feel when everything you have ever known gets ripped away.

Thu, 11 Mar 2010 00:38:56 -0500

let me know how you feel when everything you have ever known gets ripped away.

livingsick: slept in tha clouds last night.amazing. :) good!

Fri, 05 Mar 2010 14:32:24 -0500

livingsick:

slept in tha clouds last night.amazing.

:) good!

such a beautiful day. lost in thought at the memory of very recent events :) off to work.

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 14:00:29 -0500

such a beautiful day. lost in thought at the memory of very recent events :) off to work.

missing him… and my throat is on fire. ma’s making tea mmm!

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 00:08:46 -0500

missing him… and my throat is on fire. ma’s making tea mmm!

is it fate?

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 00:51:57 -0500

Today at my interview with the art school went so well that i can call myself a student. Major: Fashion Design and Merchandise. Look out world…

"i hate hangovers! i feel like crying :("

Mon, 22 Feb 2010 02:31:06 -0500

“i hate hangovers! i feel like crying :(”

Leap of Passion.

Sat, 20 Feb 2010 04:05:24 -0500

Today.

The day I indulged myself in listening to the intricacy of fingers pounding the keys of a piano. The day I sipped the most delightful Caramel Machiado, with the perfect amount of steamed milk. Today I spent time conversing with the people I truly care for; my dearest friends. Today I sat in and not only witnessed, but experienced a Healing Ritual hosted by the Tibetan Monks. I received a phone call this morning from a representative at The Academy of Arts Institute inquiring my interest in their Fashion design curriculum. I have an interview with her on Monday. Today was one of the most enjoyable days I have had in quite some time.

Wishing happiness to all.

Cheers.

And so it is...

Thu, 18 Feb 2010 18:55:42 -0500

On a day so sunny and bright. I awake to the smell of fresh coffee. mmm. I take a sip and make a pitiful face while the scorching liquid trickles down my throat. As I come to terms with mental awareness I jot down a list in my head. Laundry, Shower, Hair, Make-up, Brush teeth, Get dressed, Pick up Lilly*, Make it to work.

Lists… Without a list I’d be screwed. Without clean clothes I’d look like shit. Without a shower I’d smell like a bum. Without nice hair, people would think I was lazy. Without make-up I would be naked. Without brushed teeth I’d never be kissed. Without putting on clothes I would be in pajamas. Without picking up Lilly I wouldn’t be able to vent. Without a job I’d be broke.

I’m feeling tired of trying. Let me sleep.

And so it is...

Thu, 18 Feb 2010 01:09:59 -0500

I’m feeling tired of trying. Let me sleep.